The crap thing about motivation is that you can’t rely on it. You can’t really conjure it up.. it can hit at inopportune times and evaporate when you need it. . So if you have it run with it. And if you don’t? PUSH.
Inbetween goals and projects is a thing called life that sometimes just needs to be done seperately.
I felt like I was pushing for a really long time and I took a full year doing nothing but existing, floating..living.. and I needed it so badly. When I came away from that to push, motivation was nowhere- absolutely nowhere- at all and I pushed until I ran myself down and I stopped.
One aspect of myself is that I am so incredibly lazy. And sometimes things come to me easily which reinforces my lazy behaviours and habits.
If I think about it, its a sin to blessed with easy success and not harness that fully but I’m working to that.
My point is so far this year I have had these goals that I have wanted for a long time and yet I have not been putting in even a pinch of work for it. But I have mentally pushed myself. Reminding myself repeatedly that my actions are what matters and that I need to walk the walk or shut up.
We all work differently and that’s how I work until everything clicks and when it clicks… it fucking CLICKS.
Tonight it clicked 👑